Footprints In the Sand

So, this last month has been one of trial, and the unknown! Well, unknown to me, very well known to God and His plan for my life. I seem to be constantly caught up in things that are not relivant, or things that are relivant but they are unknown too me. I canstantly feel emotionally and spiritually drained! Maybe it is the sign of the times, maybe I am burnt out, or maybe I dont believe enough in myself, to allow God to remove the fear I have in myself to be all that I can be in Him. I have always seen myself as a failure, no matter what I have done it has never been good enough! Oh! but this has always been the perspective that MAN has had, God's plans and ways are much higher and wiser than we could ever see or think. So now over the past week or so, I am learning to change my perspective of myself. To remember that their is a purpose and plan for my life, not my plan but Gods. I still have dreams to live for, mountains to climb, and goals to accomplish. I HAVE to trust Jesus, because in the end when it is all said and done, He will be the only one standing with me, and in sand there will be only one set of footprints in the sand, for the times that He carried me, when I couldnt go on my own! For now, I have a 12 year old who needs her mother's encouragement and love, I have to put my needs aside and press on. Pray for strength and remember that without HIM I AM NOTHING! God Bless everyone who reads this blog! Until next time....Shari